Curious.......

Throughout my life, I've always been afraid of losing people I love. Because of what had I been through. 
Sometimes I wonder, is there anyone out there afraid to lose me? I'm just curious.

random 2

Hello

i really can't get enough with jessie j song. Oh my gosh, she's is talented, i pretty much listen to her song like everyday. Seriously, i really fall in love with her song. What i like about her song is, the lyric, really meaningful, plus she talks reality, and she from uk, i really like her accent. <3

                                          This one is my favorite one.

                                                        Nobody perfect

who's laughing now

who you are

xoxo

jane

Hang out at Party Play

( I just saw this at one of my folder ) I only had taken a few picture, :( oh yeah, now i remember, that time my hand phone were run out of battery. so i only manage to take these picture. 

my dessert. (nyum,nyum)

                               salmon with lettuce pizza with cheese

               ( my uncle help me to finish this, haha. i can't eat this by myself)

Lamb ( i forgot what its name)

my aunt had this food

                                                           

4 things that i really want ( hope can get it)

                                                  1. Vans classic ( i already got it )

2. iphone or ipod touch 

3.Canon DSLR (e05)

4. plain black hoodies

random~

My news feed ( facebook), some of my friends is complain about being HACKED. I just wonder why do other people, who already have facebook wants to hacked others? Is not that sort of went thru someone personal stuff. Maybe its fun kan? LOL. Just curious. :). 

Facebook is upgrading, its good but i just get used with the old fb. Naaa, eventually i'll get used with the new fb. :) Now, I pretty much prefer twitter than facebook. :). 

xoxo

jane

pfttt

I  know something that i shouldn't know. It make me sad though because
1. i can't believe that someone know me, really know me, my attitude or the way i am would talk behind my back, i just really can't believe it is you, you guys. sigh. you can tell me something that you don't like about me, if its something bad i'll try to change. I REALLY DO.
 2. Someone do not know me, they only know my name, some of them i only talk for a few words, they already judge me something that i don't.
But, fuck it, that life isn't it? sometimes there's up and down, right? i admit, when i heard for the first time it really make me SAD, really SAD that made me cry. But, i remember what my mum always told me and i had set in my mind that i wouldn't let 'this thing' let me down. i will no longer think about it, i will just ignore like it never happen. FORGIVE AND FORGET. But, from now on i'll be more careful. :):):):):)

i really like this quotes, i took it from twitter by 'ispeakthefame' ' You know my name, not my story. You've heard what I've done, not what I've been through. Stop judging me. ' 


Smile when in pain, smile when troubles pour like rain and smile when someone hurt ur feelings. Cause smiling always starts the healing. Keep smiling. :)


Jane

Sigh :(

Last week, two of my best friend have a fight. i don't know whether it call a fight or what. But, both of them is not talking to each other till now. sigh:( . I had try to bring them back, but it's not working. :(. i'll do anything to bring their back. But i guess it all up to them. :(
I'm so sad when it happen, because i don't want to be like this. All of Us had been through many things together, and had many good memories together. i don't want to be end up just like that. How i wish, things turn back just like before. I really hope that things will be the same again as before, because i really love u guys as my friends.

I LOVE U GUYS.

xoxox

Jade

:)

Hello
I have not been able to update my blog like ages. Sorry for that, i had been busy with my assignment and to find myself place to practical.Proud to tell you that i will be practical in my next semester. I only have 3 semester till i graduate. :):). ( I know its not a big deal, but its my life though) :)
So many happen for the past few weeks. My Best friend and me went to Sipitang -> Beaufort-> kimanis -> papar to celebrate Hari Raya at my friends house. It was me, have to drive, but i have fun! It was AWESOME. That time, my tummy feel like wanna blow up because i'm too full. lol. But, Fuck it, we all have GOOD times together. At least now, we have our good memory AGAIN together. :). After sending my friends to their home, i have to go back to papar again.
Last week, we all went to Tuaran, to celebrate hari raya again at my friends house. :). After that, me, devo, reandy and shahrul went to 1b and watch movie. We watch Johnny English. omg, that movie is FUCKING HILARIOUS. I would give 5 star!

Hope you guys are well, and don't forget to keep smiling. :):)

I Love you mumy!

I'm really glad and thankful to God that i got you, as my mum. Thank you mum, for not give up because i know, i had done so many mistakes in my life, and let u down so many time, but still you love me as i am. Thank you, because when the world, look down at us, u still manage to cheer up and took a GOOD care of me. You never look down at me, instead you always said that you proud of me. You always tell me to be proud of myself and accept myself for who i am. I know that you try your best to give me enough care and love since, my LUCKY father left us. Thank you so much for not left me alone like some of the mother. THANK YOU, for always be there when i need you the most. THANK YOU MUM FOR EVERTHING! i love you and i only have you, mumy koko and dady koko, and dady midin in my life that accept me for who i am, that always back me up and support me. Thank you, for not stop believing in me. i'll try my best to make you guys proud of me. :)

my Day

hello!
 i'm sick, i have sore throat, fever and flu. damn! In spite of being sick, i'm happy, because my mum just got back from KL, and she bought me Vans shoe, couple of t-shirt and cardigan, yay! thank u mum, i like it so muchhhh. It's really made my day, thanks again mum. Yesterday, i hang out with my friends. Now i know that, i'm really suck playing bowling. A kid just beat me, and my score were only 43 and his 100++ something. hahahaha. Next week will be the busiest week for me, lots of assignment, quiz and presentation.
oh, before i forget, keep smiling AND BE THANKFUL TO GOD FOR WHAT EVER HE GAVE US! THANK U GOD!!!!
                                                         

                                  this is  my craziest friends!(in a good way thought) girls day out. lol.:)

and, my mum just told me that my step dad just won loteri ticket. Although its not much, but we're HAPPY! YAY!. :). BIG SMILE.

Think Positive. :)

why do people(some not everyone) like to make fun of fat people? will that make them happy even though it hurt people feeling? i was just wondering... For me making fun of fat people is not a good thing because everyone have their weakness. 

Well, i'm not feeling well., (sakit perut sama sakit gigi). sigh.... saya baru pulang dari sembahyang 40 hari arwah di tuaran. Before the prayer, saya join la my stepfather pi rumah saudara dia yang satu, it is not too far dari tuh rumah arwah. sampai seja tuh rumah saudara terus kena cakap ' besar juga anak ko aki(nenek)'. haha. Salam-salam la bah sa sama cousins2 saya ( first time jumpa) . Then chit chat sama diorang, dah la ne aunt baru datang, saya salam la and cium pipi. Trus tuh aunt cakap la sama cousins saya yang satu ( sorry i really don't know their name) ' kalau kita dua punya pipi tidak lawan pipi dia( she means me). After prayer, it is time for us to eat. my mom and me pergi la bah makan. Then, ada la cousins limpas kan, then he was talking with my mum. Then he look at me and said to me ' ko tidak payah makan, besar sudah, minum air seja.'.
well that happen to me today, but don't worry, saya tidak ambil hati or sakit hati diorang cakap gitu. because i'll make all that as my motivation. i always said to myself that whatever people making fun of me about my weight or anything, just think POSITIVE, think that they actually care about me or jealous because i have something that they don't. So, i will just let's it go and don't want to waste my time untuk sakit hati. not worthy. i think you should do the same( to all my readers, kalau ada la ) HAHA. 
When your feeling are down, just remember to smile. Because everything that had happen to you, there must be a reason.


xoxo jane
( keep smiling everyone )

i'm a new Blogger!

hello,

i never thought that i will have a blog. yeahhh, for me. i have no idea what should i write here. but i'm sure that i'll be posting whatever that in my mind or my daily life. that's what blog for, right? haha. btw, when you're up or down, don't forget to smile.:):):).

xoxo jane

ps: i'm sorry for my grammar mistake.